Friday, April 08, 2005

im getting the hangover of a all remedial week... *phew*... omg, just one week tiring enough liao lor... i can already prognosticate the sufferings ahead of us.... im mentally prepared already haha... the irony is tt i think tt staying in sch is much more better than goin home... we hang around together, do rather stupid things- telling lame jokes, mocking at each other etc.... but most of all, we suffer together... for e.g. we stayed together after remedial yesterdae and den every1 was memorising ss facts for mr kamal's memory test... ingenious way to make us rem i say.... now i can proudly say tt i can recite ss chapt 1 even in my dreams... hahax.. the moments we share together as classmates, i believe will remain nostalgic... haha remedials. tests. homework. revision. we'r juggling all this humongous balls all at once... awww man its so pressurising and stressful... no wonder they keeping saying i've grey hair... cant help siah... everyday haf to slp at 12 cuz will reach home late den no time to do hw {meanwhile my jack russell terrier named alpha just hopped onto my lap...}... dark rings starting to appear under my eyes!!! haha sumtimes, i even have to battle the temptation to sleep... moreover, i can't even slp in peace until i convinced myself i can still rem the acronyms in the notes... PNSE SMC CINCDC CbPeEc UeVeVtLc SRLSH N HM SW LRWB... {i typed these out of my mem}.. tts why mus thank mr kamal... however, he even tried to persuade other teachers to do the same.. my brain cells are depleting at a dangerous rate liao... haha i even forsaked my desire to wake up in middle of the night to watch soccer.. speaking of soccer, we borrowed mr kamal's ball to play after remedial.. hehex... i realised that our journey is far too tough and hard den expected... wad more can i do? i haf to constantly remind myself that "hey, do u desire to do well for sa1", this really motivates me... or else, i tried to put myself in a healthy competion between classmates.. well, u noe guys... we dun wanna lose face... sometimes, i can't really hang on anymore... i admit i haf a strong character and i dun like to give up easily.. but im a stranger to success... no matter wad, im gonna make a name for myself at least... i always think that im much more inferior than others... all of them can at least excel in one area while i haf none... i dunno wad in the world i can excel in... i even haf probs in the matters of the hearts... dun blame if i dun haf enuf self-confidence... Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power. Abraham Lincoln (1809 - 1865)

Andy Chong blogged @ 10:33 pm