Friday, April 22, 2005

exams are just around the corner... yet again. its hard to believe how fast time is passing by... i'm geared up for the exams nonetheless, but, there still alot to revise and prepare... i hope i can do my best for this round... a gruelling week had passed... i reckon i have recovered from the emotional trauma... life's not worth to live a sad one... i feel better smiling, telling lame jokes or just fooling around... i gave it a serious thought, though i still can't get over it fully, i learnt a few important lessons in life... i felt remorseful for putting her in such a spot, and creating disturbances to her life... wadever i feel now and say now wunt return us to the past, all i wanna do now is to do well for exams... same for her too... i think i haf more self-confidence in me.... ms chua patted me on the shoulder on wednesday, and commented tat i've been working hard... this is a great encouragement for me... i also learnt that success comes a hard way... after doing badly for my sbqs and seqs from last year to earlier this year, i finally realised my hidden sbq and seq skills.... now i make this skill my forte... i topped the class for the 1st time... getting 22/25 for a ss sbq... im really over the moon, at the same time, i wan to make sure im consistent especially for the exams, where i have 3 sbqs and 6 seqs to do... the next encouragement was another elective history sbq... it was quite hard and i didnt expect myself to do well... but a 18/25 was above expections... my answers r now used by mr kamal, this really motivated me... he even recognised my handwriting haha... now, i enjoy doing sbqs and seqs so much... it has become my passion.... for this, the credit goes to mr kamal... hes just a wonderful teacher.... my dream is get to enrol into njc's art courses.... its an uphill task, but i believe the desire to pursue wad i wan will drive me... i dun wish to be the underdog anymore, i wan to make a name for myself... We cannot direct the wind, but we can adjust the sails.

Andy Chong blogged @ 9:43 pm