Wednesday, February 23, 2005

sec 4 life has already taken its toll on us... remedials until evening, an endless torrent of tests to study, stacks of hw to complete, SA1 is approaching fast.. blah blah blah.... im so damn jealous that ppl from schs like RI, RGS need not take the Os... the RGS girl we met today said she just need to take the chinese paper... unfair? thats life... the best get the best stuffs of cuz... the fierce competition between peers has slightly driven me but has stressed me out too... sometimes when u dun do well for ur tests, while ur peers can achieve high results, its natural for u to feel disappointed... of cuz, at many times, i felt very dejected and down.. but the thing to do instead, is to realise ur mistakes and try harder next time... however that is not easy task... i have been taken down many times... i always flunk my SBQ tests, unlike last years... moreover there r ppl who can 19/25 while i can get 9/25... nevertheless, im working hard on it already... likewise, improving my chi seems to be an uphill task... whatever i writes comes out just a borderline pass... i tried so hard for my test and still fail in the end... sometimes it just disencourage u deeply... theres still a long and hard way to go... i always believed that u can nver succeed if u dun fail... hope u share my belief..

Andy Chong blogged @ 8:54 pm