Monday, September 20, 2004

today is the HARDEST day of this year... nvm. i've gone thro so many sufferings all my life... i just take it in my stride... i haven cry it loud... but im really feeling really down.. i put my hp under desk.. to read a msg by mel.... i went to toilet.. den forgot to bring it to history class... there goes the most important i ever had. its too late for any regrets now. i just think swiss ppl r too vicious. to think i just uploaded yet anthr mp3.. its hard to accept reality. my bdae present. 2 damn weeks old! man. its gone. the person even called back. didnt say a single thing. was desperately finding my phone... skipped the live firing!!! u noe wad. i've been waiting for this day for three years!!!!!!!!!!!!! double blow for me. in the end. it was all too late. all cpt khoo could do is just take down statments of facts den keep in his archives. i called personally to terminate my line. man. the feeling WAS HARD. yes. its was all due to my carelessness. ms chua told me" take it as a lesson learnt".. i told her "its the consequences..." yes.. im gonna be scolded and condemned.. i have no complains. prepare for a handphone-less life. surely until next yr. my retribution. the irony is tt i was so afraid it wuld be lost. months of dreaming of this phone. 3 years of waiting for live firing. all gone in 1 single day. but i will not be more inferior. this made me a tougher person. all i wan to do now is to do well for exams. --------------------- No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.

Andy Chong blogged @ 4:24 pm